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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Vice-Principal ask a question, you answer with another question and she'll relent.
Combine science practical today. It was much easier than I thought. I was doing 2 experiments simultaneously and the result of that was a bonus 40 minutes balance. I didn't slack of course, I used it to perfect my physics graph but unfortunately I realized I made some errors only after the practical.

S3P today was basically S.S.S.S. [Self-Study, Social Studies]. Had chocolate muffins from Mrs Tam. =p
Her mother-in-law made it for us. So sweet huh?

During s3P, Emelia came up to me and asked for my number. My focus was on her paper so I said

"Batam?"

She immediately cover the paper den walk away. Zzz. After that Gabriel said he heard she wanna ask me out, then kor Sherman, Prakash, Jonathan & Sunarto were all laughing away. Gee.. Crappy day. Adriana asked if I ever thought of patching (3rd time), I said

"Erm.. No.."

Then proceed to explain why and etc. Then my group was like so noisy I got pissed off and moved to a secluded spot of the library.

After S3P I found out there was Evening Clinic (a program implemented by my school). The news made me groan out loud. Fortunately the Vice-Principle let me go. She let those who pass the SS mock test go home and didn't ask whether or not I pass. I just went up to her to mark my attendance (without any other intention) and she said this

"Why should I let you go?"

My immediate response was "huh," and "What do you think?"

Her reply was: "You may go."

Lolz, that was easy huh? I'm like the only one that got away so easily. Ahahaha, still kinda hilarious to recall her look when I asked that.

That's all that happened today. Time to chioung my SS again.

*poof*

~ { 7:24 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .


Tuesday, August 21, 2007


I'm lying on my bed, reading, watching tv, cheweing biscuits that I can't really taste of of my nose blockage. Gee, guess what a sick person do. I'm so tired~~

The medicine is making me drowsy. Gee.. I wanna sleep..
*yawns*

~ { 4:30 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .


Sunday, August 19, 2007

I couldn't bring myself to hurt her.. Yet, I did.
I broke up with Adriana. I didn't want to do that, she's so cute and innocent. She really loved me and even waited since last year. I didn't want to break her heart yet I did. I hesitated for ages. I asked her for break up twice. And twice, she cried. The 3rd time, we finally broke up. Now she's sad, she hates me.

I don't know what to do. Wish she is the one that ask me for break up and not vice versa. Though this isn't the first time I break a girl's heart, I still feel guilty. Every single time something bad happens, my thought would be "just get used to it". But breaking a girl's heart isn't something anyone or even I can get used to. It makes me feel so bad, so guilty. What should be done to make her feel better?

Sarah say "ignore all her sms, calls and leave her alone so she won't bother about you anymore", but isn't there a faster antidote to cure heartache?

My heart is filled with guilt. Let her get over me soon. Please.

~ { 7:07 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .


Thursday, August 02, 2007


I've been busy busy busy lazy lazy lazy shag shag shag.

I broke off with Kelly. Found out she 3-timed. Her ex keep scolding her b**ch & f**ker. But that's the end of our story, I'm not gonna describe her bad points. Just that she has been playing with alot of guys. So watch out for Kelly Chiew Li Ming. We broke on 23rd July 2007.

Anyway lots of things has been affecting me. I'm no longer producing results that I used to have. The teachers are concern and everything but I'm getting back on track again I guess. Got a new stead, Adriana from greenview secondary. Same school as Lina. ^_^

She's 14 this year. Short, long-hair, small. Lolz, dono how to describe her.
Anyway I made her cry last year, and today. Geez, I'm such a turd. I'm not perfect but hoping to see her smile again soon.

Off to reading mails~

~ { 6:33 PM }
my thoughts, my rants as well as my memories .